Sooooooo today this guy texts me telling me that he’s attracted to me. And as sexy and wonderful and great as that sounds…its a lie. How can you be attracted to someone you don’t really know? I don’t even know who I am! How can he? Im so sick of this dating shit. No one wants to date anymore, they only want to have sex. And I’m ok with that, but don’t play this I love you, I like you, Im attracted to you shit. Like, lets just fuck and let it be that. I get so sick of these fucking games that people play. I need to stop giving in and settling for guys who are shit and I need to start looking for what I want and who I want. Im so much better than I give myself credit for. Its going to take me some time to figure out what I want out of myself and my life, and I DESERVE someone who will wait for me and I DESERVE someone who wants to learn about me and get to know me not just fuck me. I’m pretty sure I DESERVE a great person.